Monday, February 23, 2004
/6:57 PM
haiz. so angry. lost 2 marks in chinese. no wish to elaborate. den lit. well.. din study so couldn't give much evidence. i'll juz fail. homec. mutiple chioce was ok. but section C i practically wrote crap. cant be bothered to think anymore n slept. for half hour. well well. dats de lazy me. den went home. yepp. with bertha n delia. sorry if i abandoned u delia. haha. coz u were toooo irritating. wadeva. so we were juz in de bus passing by sentosa when bertha was talking abt claz gatherings n outing. felt so shi bai. yepp. i noe i haven even thought of even planning anything. n i dun plan too. coz my efforts will go to a waste. n in de end. all i hv is disappointment. hv been disappointed too many times. dun wish to experience it again. so de best is to not organize anything. dats de only way i can avoid. yeah. u can say its my job n responsibility to organize such things. esp when de claz is not united. such things are to be organized to get ppl to be lyk de claz we were once before. but i really hv no mood to do anything. nothings appreciated. u all dunno how much we do juz to get things done for u all. okok. shant blame anybody. yeah. its my fault. if i din even think of planning anything. den nothing of this sort would happen. so im determined. very determined. i dun wanna feel this way anymore. it really hurts when u go all de way to do something. but its not appreciated. u end up wasting ur time n effort. n de result. disappoinment. never thought that i will ever come to think this way. i hv failed as a chairperson. yeah i noe that. dun see de point to continue as one. but im trying very very hard.very very. to hold on. wad will happen next i dunno. all i can do is keep my fingers crossed n pray for de best. n perharps pray hard dat ms tan will come to realise dat im not suitable to be a classchair. n will let me step down. *praying real hard*
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